stressed and depressed

There's alot of stuff on my mind I do not know where to start. I'm going to randomly list and then go back and bitch about it or explain.


condo
preston
life
homes
friends
parents


Ok the condo, it has been on the market about 60 days, weve had 4 showings. The last showing was an offer, and the offer was too low, I was shocked by what they offered and then we countered and then they countered and one more time; then nothing from their end again, unless their thinking about it still. I don't think they are, so was excited looked at houses and then that was a waste of think to a certain point.
How or why does a relator show homes that are on the low end of the list, which I knew I picked them, but then says maybe we should of looked at the ones closer to your prices point. I think you'll see a difference, you think. When you see things online and then in person thats two different spectrums, online give no dimension and real life does.

Preston has been a shit lately, getting into things he knows I'll say no too and or otherwise. Plus he's only been taking one nap for us. I try to give him a second nap but he been fighthing it. Well then fine stay up with no second nap and then go to bed early, thats our motto. Plus he's getting 5-6 teeth on top of it all molars too, and he's not really alot either, but then has his days. Driving us mad, and I really need some days without him. I'm being selfish and I know it, but I really do.

life has been annoying and depressing. Being a stay at home mom is lonely and boring sometimes and I wish I could go to work some days to get away from everything. I think my mind needs some other things to do besides being at home and doing almost the same things day in and day out, but then I'd like why do i want to work for someone who just orders me around, when my son who I love can just do that. I've just been really lonely and need some friends who I miss to hang out with and do some things to pass the time when I'm depressed. Family I know can help but friends are just different in other ways. Plus I miss my old friends and had some issues but I want to move on and work passed shit that happened years ago and just move on and do things with my son and family. We all want to hang out, but always being the family to ask others to do things we feel were bothering or inviting ourselves over and I don't like to do that.

my parents are getting a divorce and I knew that since 15, but just get it over already and move on and move out and get your lives moving forward. Its just seems their nice one day and then talk shit about each other then next. I dont want to be included and just be cor gel to each other and get the damn thing over.

I just want to be able to talk with someone also and not feel like I'm bothering them. I think I think about things way to much and just need to let things work themselves out or just let it happen.